Sometimes you find youself in situations you really dont want to be in and in most occurances its not a case of getting out of the situation its a matter of confronting the issues head on… I was faced with hard decisions this week, very hard decisions. I dont wish to be in a position where I will have to make such a hard decision again, I dont suspect that I would put myself into a situation where such hard decisions have to be made ever again… but one never knows it might be forced on you at any time.

Today I made a good choice, the right choice…. the sensible and honest choice. I feel good, I lie i dont feel all good… I am upset, but overall i feel good about it.

It will pass… onto bigger and better things now…